if i try really really hard, maybe, just maybe, it will come true.

and why is it that in whatever i do, i always end up hurting myself.

im sooooo boreed. i wait so long for mid years to end then finally end liao but i feel even more bored.

and like 2 more weeks to O's. aiyo. i have totally lost the meaning of life. life is supposed to be fun. but right now its not. and i dont know what am i talking about. cos im in pain now. physically and emotionally and i have this stupid headache that wont go away, and it started on sunday -.-

okay shall talk about today. morning i went to school then normally my parents drop me off at the bus stop need to queue cos got alot of cars one then suddenly today no need. then i reached school gate then see the parade square and canteen and all the other areas so EMPTY?!? then i thought. OMG I FORGOT TO CHECK THE PAPER WHAT TIME START. then was like wtf. then i started looking around for sec4s then saw some then like relax liao. so funny. pledge taking only got like less than 8 classes. hahas.

//if words can describe my feelings, they would be super words like gynormous (gigantic + enourmous, dont copy me(: i know you are tempted to) or super complicated pieces of literature..

//i just live doing the double slash things(:

// <- see i did it again for no reason :D

// Hahahhahasss. yay!! double slash thingy!!! ;P

//this will be the last

//no wait this then is the last

//okay seriously, this is getting lame. even i admit it. but its childish. who dosent want to be childish :D