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Friday, March 06, 20096:12 PM
i dont break easily. i really dont. but at this point of time i feel like im breaking up and im breaking down. wed in never go school, i missed the important meeting and my chem SPA. thats not the worst part. then thursday morning, first 3 lessons all get back test papers. it goes a little like this: 8am - social studies, fail, i was like sian.. i failed social studies. i worked damn hard on it. then later 9am - chemistry, fail, i was like fuck. how can i fail chemistry. im aiming for As and i get fails. its not like i never study. just cos i dont know how to phrase properly. then worse still 10am - additional maths, fail, i was like.. FUCK. then i cried. well almost. i forced myself not to. i studied damn hard for it too and my tuition teacher went through all the qns and just cos i got headache on that day and my brain is messed up then i fail. on that day i failed 3 subjects. 3 SUBJECTS. people around me fail 1 or 2 nevermind. i failed 3 SUBJECTS. 3 FUCKING SUBJECTS. and 2 are FUCKING IMPORTANT. so yeah, mind me cos im damn angry/pissed off/sad about the issue. so dont talk about tests to me. then the 4th paper i got back on that day was A1 for geography. but i was STILL angry/sad. i studied leh. its NOT LIKE I DONT FUCKING STUDY. I ACTUALLY FUCKING STUDIED AND I FUCKINGLY FAILED. what the fuck is this. i need a break from all these. im totally lost and confused and tired and alone and totally useless. so dont aggrevate me. thankyous.
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