lets all interperate one of my favourite songs, called L.G. FUAD, which stands for Lets Get Fucked Up and Die, which is also why my livejournal is called letsgetfuad.livejournal.com

i call this a song interperation lesson. songs are like little stories by themselves. most songs we hear talk about love, some talk about war and others talk about global warming. this song i have chosen talks about a guy who has problems with almost everything in his life. lets take a close look at the lyrics. in this case, i will be the narrator of the song.

We shall do this song line by line. in the brackets are examples that happened to me.

Lyrics goes like this:


Let's get fucked up and die.
I'm speaking figuratively, of course. ( So i dont really wanna get fucked up and die, its just a fucking complicated feeling)
Like the last time that I committed suicide, social suicide. (remember when i was in sec2, emo kia all by myself.)
Yeah, so I'm already dead on the inside ( means im dead on the inside, no feelings cos there are too many and too confusing for my dumb brain to understand)
But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs ( all the good times i had with my so called "friends" )
I've learned to love the lie. ( i pretended that i still have "friends")


I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent. ( i want that kind of akward and innocent feeling, not acting violently towards others feeling. Belligerent means hostile and aggressive)
I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense.. yeah ( i want that kind of feeling where i am useful and logical, and have common sense. Pertinent means having precise or logical relevance to the matter)
Let me in, let me in to the club, cuz I wanna belong ( let me have some friends, cos i wanna belong to a group of friends, not "friends")
And I need to get strong ( i need to pick myself up from my downfalls)
and if memory serves ( and if my short term memory is useful instead of letting me forget important stuff)
I'm addicted to words and they're useless. ( i have a whole lot of song to describe how im feeling but they are all fucking useless cos no one hears them)


Let's get fucked up and die.
I'm riding hard on the last legs of every lie ( my life is basically hard and alot of people lie to me)
And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode ( my life is about to explode)
I'm about to explode. (i am about to explode)
I'm a mess, I'm a wreck. ( im messed up and basically a wreck)
I am perfect, and I have learned to accept all my problems and short comings ( i have learnt to live with my problems, people insulting me, people bullying me, people fucking me up every time, calling me shit names)
Because I am so visceral, yet deeply inept. ( because im so instinctive, yet im not able to do things . Visceral means gut-feeling, and Inept means not able to do things.)


I want to thank you for being a part of my the forget-me-nots and marigolds. ( i wanna thank all my so called "friends" whos has been there temporaryly and are not real friends, and you all really "brighten" up my life )
And all the things that don't get old.
Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know. ( is it legal to do this? to smoke? to drink? i dont know and i dont fucking care)
It's the only way I have learned to express myself around other peoples' descriptions of life. ( yeah, all my "friends" life are so much more cooler than mine, mines like a fuck shit and theirs is like heavenly)
I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless. ( im afraid of whatever the fuck is going to come at me, im fuckingly alone cos i got no friends and im entirelerly useless, and nobody FUCKING GIVES A DAMN ABOUT ME)


Let's get fucked up and die.
For the last time I'm feeling we'll try not to smile ( NO NEED TO FORCE YOUR LAUGHTER AND FAKE YOUR SMILES TO MAKE ME HAPPY, I KNOW YOU ALL DONT REALLY CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS)
As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights ( yeah, sometimes drinking is good. get those cheap$20 red wine at ntuc or smth)
That's no shocking and surprise. (like duh, who the fuck cares if i break the law)
I believe that I can, overcome this and beat everything in the end ( YES I CAN)
But I choose to abuse for the time being,maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die. ( I choose NOT TO WIN BUT TO DIE)


Sister soldier( ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO PRETEND TO CARE MORE THAN MY "friends" TO MAKE ME HAPPY AND MY SO CALLED CLOSE FRIENDS)
You've been such a positive influence on my mental frame ( yeah you all have been encouraging me to .. come to fucking think of it, YOU ALL DONT FUCKING ENCOURAGE ME AT ALL)
If I could ever repay you, I would, but I'm hard up for cash ( YEAH I WOULD REPAY ALL OF YOU ONE DAY, IN TERMS OF MONEY AND IN TERMS OF " Friendship")
And my memory lacks initiative. ( YES I LACK INITIATIVE OKAY. I DONT WANT TO BE THE ONE WHO STARTS EVERYTHING EVERYTIME)
God damn the liquor stores' closed,we were so close to scoring ( yeah now i get no wine. fuckers)
it hurts, it destroys til it kills. ( IT REALLY HURTS ME, IT REALLLY DESTROYS ME TILL IT KILLS ME SO JUST COME FUCKING INSULT ME SOMEMORE FUCKERS.)
I am tired and hungry and totally useless ( YES IM TIRED FROM THIS FUCKING SHIT WHERE IM THE MOST FUCKING LOSER, AND I AM TOTALLY USELESS COS YOU ALL FUCKING STOLE ALL ME WAYS TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS)

yes. so this is one of the 30 over songs that can express my feelings. you wanna know more about them? ask me.

so you see, songs are like little stories told with rythm , rhyme, passion and full of feelings. its amazing all these feelings can some through so strongly in 3 minutes.

so this shall be the end of the lesson today. hope you all have learnt something. (: