all the teachers are f-ing me up.

first i must finish chinese homework by tomorrow which is near impossible, then the phy teacher come and f me for not doing the homework when she didnt say that was for hw. then the short history teacher go f me cos she tell me to meet her today and blah blah finish total defence things blah blah and ask other UGs to discuss and other nonsense, and she is not even find-able. then the ah beng from my cca, the new guy, come f me for some parents scolding him cos apperantly, on open house, some guy came at 7 and was told to go home and the parents called him and he go and f me for "doing" something wrong. like your not even in my cca for 1 month and you got the shit to tell me this. you got to be shitting me. then the fat one and the black one confirm will f me when cca comes and the pimple face from temasek poly will also probably f me.

like i got not enough people to f me already. so just please f off whoever that wants to f me next.



secondhand serenade - awake

with every appearance by you blinding my eyes, i can hardly remember the last time i felt like i do. youre an angel disguised. and youre lying real still but your heartbeat is fast just like mine. and the movies long over, thats three that have passed, one mores fine.

will you stay awake for me? i dont wanna miss anything. i will share the air i breath. i'll give you my heart on a string, i just dont wanna miss anything.

im trying real hard not to shake, im biting my tounge. but im feeling alive and with every breath that i've take, i felt like i've won. your my key to survival. and if its a hero you want i can save you. just stay here. your whispers are priceless. your presence is dear. so just stay near.